Kelly Gray 

On Becoming a Whale

First you must take your ear-bones
and consider the sound of the seashell
rolled up with echoes of future song.

Cut out your elbow.

Detach your pelvis from your spine
and let them float in the space of your body.

This is your reentrance fee to the
original amniotic fluids.

There was once a whale that said
I will not go back to land,
I will not go back.


Kelly Gray (she/her) is a writer, naturalist, and educator living among the redwood trees on occupied Coast Miwok land in Northern California. She is mother to a fiery daughter, two perfect cats and one untamable dog. Most recently she has been published in Burning House Press, sPARKLE & bLINK, and write, bitch, write!, and is a CalArts Scholar in creative writing. She also has work forthcoming in Dime Show Review. On her day off, Kelly is a raptor handler who brings birds of prey into schools and public events, telling stories of falcons, owls, and vultures to all who will listen.